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I started writing last winter when mom died. We bought this jacket shortly before that. I was in the cemetery, and then I started to feel cold, and I think I cried, and then I didn't want to go home, so I started loitering on the street of the cemetery. Then I saw this cap on the ground, and wonder of wonders, there was the pen in the bush. Golden brown, that's what it said. And then I wrote these three letters on the trash can, and it's been my member ever since. I've been writing this ever since. That evening, I completely failed, I went up to the observation deck at dusk, put my handprint there, and then down on the lampposts, because I ran anyway, it was very dark, and I ran from lamppost to lamppost, and then I crossed them all once I was there.

BORI ZELEI was born in Budapest in 1980. Dramas: Wardrobe (2011); The Wave (2016). This is his first volume.