A sexy, daring, taboo-busting novel that poetically tells the story of a forbidden love spanning three decades.

Shayda Hijazi is the perfect wife, mother and child. For thirty-three years, he lives according to expectations, hides his secrets, buries his dreams, and does everything to be a reliable support for his family. Shayda Hijazi is well on her way to becoming her own worst enemy.

Troy Heathgate is wild, intoxicating, dangerous: a man who always does what he wants to do. And life obediently
bends to his will. Until the one thing she would give up everything for, but can never be hers, comes her way.

They were born in two different corners of the world, on the same day.
The fabric of their lives collides and everything changes.

The 53 love letters span three decades:
love, loyalty, passion, hope,
happiness and redemption.

"Beautiful language, captivating details and an absolute taboo subject
tactful, careful and at the same time raw processing."
- Maryse's Book Blog -

Go deep! Relax! Be present!

Recommended for ages 18 and up!